WHEN PARENTS MESS UP My father a hunter and farmer, once lost control over his trained hunting dog. I was just saved in time before savaged to pieces in my pram. As a toddler I fell into a large bucket of boiling suds, left by my mother on the tiled floor in the farmhouse kitchen. 3rd degree burns. My father always pushed me away, and my mother told me when I was 16, that I was too ugly to find a boyfriend. The wounds parents inflict hurts, they emerge again and again unless we move on. Yes, I was strong enough to move on.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2016 to all friends and liked-minded professionals. We must believe in our vision. It's impossible to do anything without believe.

CHRISTMAS FEVER IN LONDON TOWN.....Another audition Covent Garden. One hour late, fatal crash on track B'mouth London. Crowds pushing and drinking. Christmas lights blinding. Cars bumper to bumper. Buses not moving, trains late. Flashing police cars pushing through the masses. One hour walk to get to Waterloo. Got lost several times in the dark. London, my London I love you.

WHAT A DIFFERENCE A DAY MAKES! Gardening one day, audition at Spotlight and One-To-One-Session at the Actors Centre in London the next day. And .....on the way back in a crowded train, my gorgeous looking silver-fox passenger started talking to me, bought me a drink and revealed that he too was an actor. We talked and talked.....

A SINGLE SESSION OF GARDENING results in an instant reduction in stress, boosts self-esteem and general feeling of good health, according to experts. Today I left a world of shriekers, show-offs, drunkards, moaners, selfie-addicts and exhibitionists behind and planted these colourful flowers in our garden, for all residents to enjoy. FEELING GOOD

Delighted to see our writer/director Alexander Fodor (latest feature DEAD AND AWAKE) so happy attending the premiere of BAKU I LOVE YOU at the Modern Art Museum, Baku, Azerbaijan and mixing with prominent public figures of culture and arts, creative intellectuals, diplomates and visitors. We are proud of you Alexander Fodor. Your Dead And Awake team.

TREE HUGGING SCIENTIFICALLY PROVEN TO IMPROVE HEALTH. This is Ben, my tree in our garden. Whilst waiting if my audition for a part in a feature film with well known actors, was successful, Ben takes the stress out of me. Trees facilitate the cleansing and revitalizing of all stored negativity in humans.